it's dark outside. it was a bright sunny day this morning. funny how the clouds can move from one place to another that fast. while i was still enjoying the sun, the clouds had to spoil my mood. not a bad thing though. it actually lowers the temperature a little.
but since my mood can really depend on the weather,this kind of weather makes me feel tremendously low with no expectation. everything seems dull and no life. should i go back to bed?
i really feel like shouting and throwing myself into the sea. floating on the water and looking at the sky. it would be a great way to relax a bit. boy, how i miss pulau perhentian. the crystal clear water with bright sky and glittering spotless beach. colourful fishes and big turtles in the sea.
this kind of weather always brings back a lot of memories. i don't want to be here! i am physically in kobe but spiritually in malaysia. haih.... what can i do. man, i'm bored!! ~_~